LINKIN PARK’S CHESTER BENNINGTON’S FIRST & LAST HUNGARIAN GIG

Electrifies Audiences At Volt Festival Just Weeks Before Suicide

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By Rory Winston

(ALL PHOTOS COURTESY OF VOLT FESTIVAL UNLESS OTHERWISE SPECIFIED)

Could anyone see it coming? Or, in this case, hear it coming? Not likely. I certainly didn’t. Not when it came to Chester Bennington. And neither did any of my friends who had spent years working in the entertainment industry, not even those on somewhat familiar terms with the members of Linkin Park or those who knew how effected Bennington had been by Chris Cornell‘s suicide just months earlier. Despite being aware of the abuse Bennington had suffered in his childhood, no one – at least no one I knew – had seen it coming. Not the friend of mine who knew both him and Chris Cornell and had even been close to Keith Emerson. No one. Despite all our own proclivities towards depression, and the many we had known who had taken their lives, not a single one of us saw it coming.

 

Then again, even Bennington didn’t see it coming when it happened to Cornell. It was also quite conceivable, that those who had killed themselves didn’t see it coming in advance. The moods that eventually overwhelmed them may have been flirting with them for years – just long enough that even they didn’t take them seriously anymore. At least, not until the very last week, the very last night, the very last moment, when they decided – with either certainty or partial commitment that, sadly, happen to have proven effective enough that night – to go through with it. And still people ask. Did I notice anything odd at Volt Festival as Linkin Park played their sets? Was there a moment, a single instance when…? A harbinger of sorts, a telltale sign….?

Not that I could tell. Not on that sunny June 27th when, in the company of other band members, Bennington looked out over an enthusiastic crowd in Sopron, Hungary as Linkin Park took to the stage. It was the very first time they were playing in the country and it would clearly be Bennington’s last. Still, even for those who knew him well, it was nogt discernible. Certainly, not on that balmy day when Bennington performed songs ranging from the more forgettable electro-poppy Talking to Myself (the third track on their new pop-infused album One More Light) to the evocative classic In the End – a show-stopper that was followed by encore numbers such as Numb.

To be sure, Volt Festival is a strange concatenation of longing and memory – one that lives up to the multiple (if inadvertent) connotations inherent in its moniker. Though named after a popular local cultural magazine, Volt culls forth very distinct images that range from voltage – the electric potential energy inherent in something – to the Hungarian word ‘volt’ meaning ‘had been’ as in ‘all that which had come before.’ While it may be an unintentional bilingual homonym, there is something to the notion of ‘things passed’ holding the key to our as-of-yet ‘unrealized future.’

As with the best music, emotive moments are built on acquired taste while nuance depends on finding exciting variations to oft-recurring themes. The echo of past motifs sits dormant in every potential song. When it comes to great rock festivals: they carry the ‘electric feel’ of the past, releasing otherwise dormant ancient energies. A primeval mood hides in the contemporary. An unspoken pagan world is alluded to in each rocker’s chant. Behind the rhythm, layers of ritual. Behind the dancing masses, hundreds of thousands of years of tribal communion – body paintings, colorful powders, flashy tattoos. All the paraphernalia, noise and sets are merely echoes of a long lost world – a primordial garden that beckons us, albeit in a distorted way, asking us like Nirvana to come ‘as we are, as we were, and as we are, likely, meant to be.’ To come and to become in the very same instance. Like the best of rock festivals, Volt is the very essence of this dichotomy – it is a rich field where nostalgia and nuance dance with one another, where each spectator unwittingly acts out a past destined to alter another onlooker’s future.

photo by RW

In musical terms this juxtaposition means that the young contemporary DJ Martin Garrix works the same audience as Fatboy Slim while Australia’s Pendulum plays alongside the 80’s British rock band the Cult. Here post-hardcore experimental rock band Enter Shikari takes over from R&B singer songwriter Jess Glynne, iconic indie pop Ellie Goulding precedes US heavy metal band Of Mice and Men, Australian electro dance duo Knife Party warms up for the US alt rock pop punk band Paramore, and blues and soul inflected indie rock band Imagine Dragons leaves us in the hands of those like the house dance pop Dj Sigala.

Besides the battery of international superstars, the festival is rife with Hungarian oddities as well – those that range from well-established songwriting legends such as Janos Bródy to alt rhythm and blues rockers Kiscsillag, melody-laden Quimby, the highly theatrical Anna and the Barbies and their more self-ironic post-modern counterpart, Peterfy Bori and the Love Band. As for some of my own personal favorites, they came in the form of a newer generation of Hungarian artists such as the infectiously humorous Elefánt, the highly emotive Marge, the Hungarian Franz Ferdinand-styled band, Ivan and the Parazol, its spinoff indie folk band Fran Palermo, the electro-chill feminine answer to Chris Isaak in Belau, and the haunting artistry of Babé Sila.

Though the focus remains music, an old school ambience pervades Volt – a traveling carnival-like atmosphere evinced by period-evoking amusement park rides, barn-like dance joints and copious amounts of reasonably priced local wines, craft beers, cocktails and foods. More importantly, the audience itself is strikingly diverse with visitors of all ages from all walks of life. Located in close proximity to the Austrian border – Vienna being the closest big city – the Festival sports has grown in both size and international repute. Despite the recent attention, Volt has nevertheless maintained a Mid-1900’s kind of appeal with its limited number of stages, its easily walkable grounds, and its highly manageable venues.

The overall feeling is that of meeting world renowned artists within the context of their own hometowns. Though a good number of the visiting bands and artists come to Volt at the height of their careers, the quaint setting endows them with a sense of vulnerability, making their presence feel almost intimate in nature – as if they were neither more nor less remote than local bands. It is this laid-back atmosphere that lasts the entire duration of the festival.

Removing the veneer of fame and the artificially generated distance it often engenders, Volt turns otherwise inactive voyeurs into genuine participants. Despite the exceptional effects, elaborate lighting and projected images that went into many shows, it was a given that the bands performing sensed the individual presence of audience members throughout.

Still, like for many, the thought of Bennington persists. The loss rankles. It returns and forces me to rack my brains for clues. But, although hindsight often comes to the rescue of memory, making irrelevant moments significant while turning pivotal moments into negligible ones, there’s little I recall from Linkin Park’s Volt performance that makes his demise more comprehensible. No eureka, no flashes of insight, no telltale omen temporarily forgotten. Not a single image that resurfaces in my dreams to presage his death or foreshadow the onset of a severe depression. But why would an audience member be expected to detect something when even those closest to him sensed nothing just days prior to his suicide.

No I hadn’t seen, heard or sensed it coming. Not by a long a shot. What I did sense on those glorious days in June was voltage… pure voltage – potential energy being released, an ancient ritual being realized, the electricity of emotion as it surges from performer onto onlooker, working its way through the audience, holding all who come in contact with it in its grip. It is not what Bennington died from but rather what he, and those like him, live for. As the renown Linkin Park song goes, Bennington, like many must have felt Volt was “somewhere I belong,” somewhere that ‘Lost in the Echo’ of our collective past, somewhere everyone can remove social constraints, connect and “Burn it down” together.

Though many Hungarians who attended the festival – and many Brits who attended Linkin Park’s final gig in Birmingham – continue to speculate about whether Bennington acted any differently than usual, the fact is many depressed people survive even after being seen acting entirely out of character while others are capable of offing themselves moments after appearing to be very much in character. Neither usual or unusual behavior is a failsafe way of measuring suicidal volition or the level of commitment to self-destructive impulses. People are as likely to succeed when they are only half-sure as often as they are liking to fail when being dead certain (sic) of wanting to die.

This by no means implies that we need not be vigilant and do whatever is in our power to stop a suicide attempt. If we even half-suspect it, we are morally obligated to do whatever we can to prevent it because ignoring it is tantamount to abetting the suicide. That said, it does not mean the signs are always present or even readable.

On that day of late June, I, and, more importantly, many who had seen Bennington up close, and known him for years, would say they saw no signs. On that day, just weeks before his death, Bennington was enjoying himself. Or at least appeared to be. He seemed fulfilled – singing, dancing, and in perpetual motion. He appeared filled with as much hope and, by turns, angst as he likely had been on the very first day he had taken to the stage. Was that the sign we should have been looking for? A coming to peace with having come full circle…? It was absurd to speculate.

No. Volt was where many of us last shared his fire. A place where he was very much alive. Alive and emoting, alive and emitting a definite – if final – charge. Channeling centuries of dormant energy, he evoked our tribal past – a past that none of us recalled but one that, in some odd atavistic way, drew us in nonetheless… and, even if for just a short time, made us one. Volt became our sacred grounds – the place wherein both Bennington and those who witnessed his presence felt the surge, the pull, the electric current, as it leapt from the stage drawing others around him into his circle. An eternal circle that would outlast his life. And one that would likely outlast our own.

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